mutter

I'm sitting here at my desk at home in a bit of a kerfuffle over what I want to do next. Its sort of reflected this semester where I am simultaneously (and paradoxically) both keeping up with and way behind on my work. I've managed to sort of keep up with my Capstone project, but I have no idea how I managed to get so far behind in my Telecom Channels subject.

A lot of the time when I sit down to do work (like now), the following goes through my head:

Dan 1: "Time to do some work!"

2nd Dan: "Really? Well, what work do you want to do?"

Dan 1: "Er.. I didn't think that far, what work is there to do?"

2nd Dan: "Well, there is your capstone documentation, your blog software evaluation, the learning of php, the investigation of authentication linkages with punBB, understanding telecom channels, your tele channels assignment, your global strategic management readings..."

Dan 1: "Crap"

2nd Dan: "Yeah I know ay?"

Dan 1: "Well, how about you choose?"

2nd Dan: "What? Can't you make a decision?

Dan 1: "I would rather you do it"

2nd Dan: "Ok, ok.. do.... your documentation.."

Dan 1: "But what about the authentication thingy?"

2nd Dan: "You told me to decide, so I'm deciding for you"

Dan 1: "But don't I need to do the authentication thing? I'm really worried about that!"

2nd Dan: "Fine! If you're not going to do what you asked me to do, then do what you want to do!"

Dan 1: "Er... where did you go? Come back! I don't know what to do now!"

Well, that is approximately what goes through my head. I worry so much about doing one part, that it affects my ability to do what is in front of me and therefore it suffers.

I'm really starting to get stressed out by this whole last semester gig.. the pressure is starting to get to me..

-d